-= When ideas didnt "show up"=-

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE? - Syg, Bonda, Tikah_Nad..
2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE? - "Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang"..
3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT? - tido daa..
   
4. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE? - Kak Aniah...Jusco..
   
5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW? - Purple..Last nite la..coz now im in office.. :P
   
6. THE LAST THING U DID? - drinking water..im not feeling well now..
   
7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS? - my phone..laptop..my katil..hahah..
   
8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM? - pink (seremban)..white (melaka)..
   
9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW? - not more than RM50..
   
10. HOW'S LIFE? -ok jek..
    
11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG? - at dis moment, "terlanjur cinta"..
    
12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND? - dunno yet..takot de kursus je la..
    
13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM? - last sunday..
    
14. WHERE IS SHE NOW? - at her school..
    
15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS? - yesterday..
16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U? - Syg!!
    
17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT? - x dinner pon last nite..dats y la im getting skinny...ek nek? :p
    
18. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS? - nothing..
    
19. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE? - Syed Rashdan bin Syed Abdul Rahman..
    
20. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW? - rimas wif my sotsot idong..
    
21. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET? - Syed Rashdan.....
    
22. THEY KEEP UR SECRET? - definitely yes!!
    
23. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE? - at dis moment......nope!
    
24. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD? - same wif my nenek....double cheeseburger!!!
    
25. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD? - last Saturday.....
    
26. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW? - Hopefully everything will be ok..n ok..n ok..
    

-= life must goes on=-

hidup kita kat dunia ni tak menentu..
tiada siapa yg tau bila and macam mana kita akan pegi..

hidup nie singkat sgt perjalanannya..
kadang-kadang kita tak sedar apa yang kita lalui..
kita akan cuba yang terbaik tuk diri kita dan orang yang kita sayangi..
tapi kadang-kadang semua tu masih tak mencukupi..

apa pon yang terjadi, hidup ni kita kena teruskan..
langkah perjalanan kita akan sentiasa dikira, diuji, dinilai..
sejauh manekah gemilangnya perjalanan hidup kita?

hanya DIA yang tahu...
segala persoalan akan dijawab kelak....



kesabaran yang kuat, amat diperlukan....
hanya insan yang cekal dan tabah akan memperoleh kejayaan.........

-= Speachless =-

" Pas 3 tahun dan keje, baby pon dah abes blaja, dan nak beli kete, dan nak beli umah, dan nak beli baby....tp jgn la plak hantaran dah makin naik plak kan...."

........................................................................................ :)

-= hepi to have her in my life=-

firstly, epi besday nenex!!!!
dah 24 years old.....
may ur dreams come true..
noe dat i care so much bout u... alwiz..
n alwiz pray for ur happiness...
coz u're my bestest fwen!!

but....i'm so sorry to my nenex....
coz as being her closest fwen, jarang sgt both of us could meet up each other....
dari dulu lg.....
rapat camne pon kitorg, sgt la susah nak jumpe.....
tp once dah jumpe, macam orang gile!!!
heheheh......


she loves to smile...laugh.....telling me stories..
she makes me hepy all da time....
she's so gud in cooking......
haaa......but myself????
tau nak makan je!!!!
heheheh........

no matter wat yg die buat, i will alwiz pray yg terbaik tuk die....
coz i noe she deserves to have all gud things out there....
she helped me a lot....
x terkira.....
even die dah x ingat, aku tetap x kan lupe....

jgn cepat mengalah.....
u've to b strong....
in evrything dat u're doing....
ALLAH noes da best for u....for us...
epi besday nek!!
love ya alwiz!!!!
:)

-= dunno what to say =-

im not in a gud mood........
im not feeling well....
im alone.....
here and there.......
im still alone.....

need somene to be by my side......
but he/she is not here.......
wherever i go............
im still alone......

sick and tired.......
to feel alone all da time.....
but i do miss my time........
wif him/her......

i dunno wat to say.....
coz im alone........

alone.....................................

-= Moments wif her =-

• last Sunday i watched a movie titled "Upin n Ipin" wif my beloved sister..ive watched da movie previously wif my officemates..da movie was very very interesting 4 all of us to watch..it includes several kind of feelings..a funny-adventure-sad-biol kind of movie...heheh..even dah about 2 wiks ditayangkan, sambutan amat menggalakkan..hall penoh dengan parents and kids..till da 1st row pon full house..
• my adek said to me, "kaklong, nnt belikan ya dvd nie ek?..best ar"..die gelak sampai pecah perot dat day..really happening!
• we watched da movie at jusco seremban..we arrived at jusco lg 10 more minutes show nak start, just try our luck to buy da tickets but its already sold out.. so we bought ticket for 5.30pm show..while waiting 4 da movie to begin, we went to Johnny's..having our "brunch" (breakfast + lunch)..my adek, as usual if hang out wif me, alwiz akan order itu ini..bab mengabeskan my money, bg la kat die..huhuh...
• after we had our brunch, we went to play some games and window shopping..i bought for my sister a story book and gum.. i joined her playing the ice-hockey game which is sgt2 la gile bile bermain dgn si kecik nie..

i realised dat we've been missing so much moment to be shared together...... :(

i wish to spend much more time wif her in future..my job now nie makes me so so pack wif all my schedules even me myself pon now mcm dah tak terurus...........

-= Peoples who i want to meet =-

i was helping my sister doing her homework yesterday while suddenly i was thinking of my previous teachers..my beloved teachers who had teached me from my secondary school till university..and now i'm standing here as a deputy director..who noes kan?..

i feel like i want to meet my teachers badly..seriously i miss them so much..here are some names of my favorite teachers who had made me as who i am today...

• Puan Nor Aziah - she was my discipline teacher in Sek. Ren. Keb. Convent Jalan Peel..she's da one who had appointed me to be a prefect since standard 2 till standard 6..she was also my favorite teacher in school coz she teached me how to be a good dancer in school..i attended her class, her program and everything about dancing..i love to dance!!!
  
• Puan Wan Zainab - she's da most humble teacher i've known..her family and my parents were close..there was 1 moment where my parents couldnt manage to fetch me up from school..so she asked me to stay wif her at her house while waiting 4 my parents..she cares about me a lot..maybe becoz her children smue dah growned up..so she has me as her little kid..heheh..she helped a lot in Bahasa Melayu and Kelas Menjahit..ive won 1st place every year in pertandingan menjahit.. (but now, dah xtau nak menjahit dah.... hehe)
• i was among da great debator during my secondary school till primary..but then once i entered IIUM, dah x de semangat nak jadi debator..yet, now i'm back as an officer who could give a talk well to students..person who had made me to be a brave, great, talkative debator till now is Puan Noorliza..da highest achievement ive ever had was in "Pertandingan Pidato Piala Diraja Sekolah-sekolah Menengah Kuala Lumpur"..i miss her so much..i want to let her noe dat i thank her so much to make me to be who i am now.. "Cikgu, klu cikgu tak push saya dulu, saya x kan berani nak bercakap depan crowd till now.."
• Cik Habibah - my math's teacher..hehehe...during my secondary school, my math was ok la..sgt2 ok and i was in love with "congak"..Cik Habibah alwiz gave us a lot of homework..everyday ade 250 math quests dat need to be settled and submitted on the next day..she trained us to be a very well and cekap student in math.. :)
• Puan Zaleha - hahahahahaha........my cikgu yang paling bising!! she was my warden too..during my school time at SMAKL, i was among da naughty student la..but then when i was appointed to be a prefect during form 4, me myself mcm x percaye..and at 1 moment, my gud fwen dat time, macam menjauhkan diri la dari myself..huhuh...sgt sdeh..so, Puan Zaleha ni was my pidato and debat's teacher..she trained me well till i could defeat our musuh ketat, bdak2 Sri Puteri in pertandingan Pidato Piala Diraja.. tq cikgu!!
• Puan Siti Rakiah - my 1st time being in SMAKL, when i saw Puan Siti Rakiah, i said to myself, "macam ibu la cikgu nie"..da way she walk, speak, teach, dressing, everything in her reminds me of my ibu.. she teached me BM and Geog which is same subjects gak yg ibu mengajar kat her skul..Cikgu Siti Rakiah was also a person who teached me in pantun, pidato, debat, bahas and forum remaja..i like her style..stylish, pretty, discipline and jalan laju! hehehe.....

these are among people who i realy realy want to meet..plus, if i could meet wif all of my theachers, huhuhuh......so great isnt it?? ramai lagi yang i want to meet.. Puan Sara, Puan Salmah, Puan Junaidah, Ustaz Shukri, Ustaz n Ustazah Sekolah Agama Al-Ridhwan, Ustaz Kamarul, Ustazah Najibah, Puan Eliza.........and many more....

they teched me very well till i could be like who i am now..
no words can describe their supports, sacrifice to me and my dear other friends..
x kira masa, penat, lelah, cikgu-cikgu mengajar kami..
without them, we are not like wat we are now..

thank you so so much my dear teachers..jasamu akan kukenang..for me, being a teacher is da most noble job in da world..so nek, u shud be proud of urself! :)